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hmmm so I havent written in a while. Not much has happened. I have been sitting around doing nothing with my life. Summer so far has sucked. I havent done anything at all. I really want to go somewhere. Maybe LA. idk I just want to get out and travel the world. anyways... Im sitting here watching music videos. Im listening to The man that can not be moved. It is a good song. different but good. lol. I really wish I could meet JB. but I dont think that is going to happen. They are amazing. I love them. Well im going to go now. Adios:)
Peace. Love. Jonas.
~Larissa ♥

i just fell in love ♥

I just watched the Jonas Brothers live chat. They are amazing. I fell in love with them again.... <3

Anyways I can not wait til their CD comes out it sounds AMAZING! haha I use that word too much.. oh well.

Peace. Love. Jonas.

"I make the most of all the stress

I try to live without regrets

But I’m about to break a sweat

I’m freaking out

It’s like a poison in my brain

It’s like a fog that blurs the scene

It’s like a vine you can’t untangle

I’m freaking out
Everytime I turn around

Something don’t feel right

Just might be paranoid

I’m avoidin the lines cause they just might split

Can someone stop the noise?

I don’t know what it is but it just don’t fit

I’m paranoid

Yeah
I take the necessary steps

To get some air into my chest

Can’t hear the thoughts inside my head

I’m still freaking out

That’s why my ex is still my ex

I never trust a word she says

I’m runnin all the background checks

And she’s freakin out
Everytime I turn around

Something’s just not right

Just might be paranoid

I’m avoidin the lines cause they just might split

Can someone stop the noise?

I don’t know what it is but it just don’t fit

Consider me destroyed

Cause I don’t know how to act cause I lost my head

I must be paranoid

I never thought it would come to this

I’m paranoid
Stuck in a room of staring faces

OhCaught in a nightmare, can’t wake upIf you hear my cry running through her streets

I’m about to freak

Come and rescue me
Just might be paranoid, yea

I’m avoidin the lines cause they just might split

Can someone stop the noise?

I don’t know what it is but it just don’t fit

Consider me destroyed

I don’t know how to act cause I lost my head

I must be paranoid

I never thought it would come to this

I’m paranoid"

-Jonas Brothers 'Paranoid' <3

The In Crowd ♥

This is an AMAZING song!!!!!! and Mitchel Musso is AMAZING also:)

"Spin away the combination for the last time

Say goodbye to this year

I wish I could avoid the empty summer days that await me.

The fakers smile goodbye celebrating there new freedom

I sit alone on the couch

Wondering why

Chorus:

I wonder what its like to have it all

To never be afraid that I would fall

But I dont think Ive ever known a time

That I was part of the in crowd

Here we go another day another disgrace

Fall flat on my face

I wish I had a bunch of money

Catch a plane head out west

Still run and play around

All full of the fans and freedom

I sit alone on the couch

Wondering why

Chorus:

I wonder what its like to have it all

To never be afraid that I would fall

But I dont think Ive ever known a time

That I was part of the in crowd

Chorus [#2]:

Doesnt anyone here live an original life

What did you surrender to be on the inside,

When you disappear

they wont remember your name

And you'll fade away til someone takes your place.

Takes your placeIn the in crowd

Spin away the combination for the last time

Say goodbye to this year

I wish I could avoid the empty summer days that await me

The fakers smile goodbye celebrating there new freedom

I sit alone on the couch

But I'm ready to fly

[chorus]

I wonder what its like to have it all

To never be afraid that I would fall

But I dont think Ive ever known a time

I wonder what its like to have it all

To never be afraid that I would fall

But I dont think Ive ever known a time

That I was part of the in crowd.

Of the in crowdIn the in crowd

I dont need anything that I cant find in me

Im alive I have been out of line at the end

Waiting for something more something new to begin

Waiting for something more someway to fit in

In the in crowd

In the in crowd"

-Mitchel Musso 'The In Crowd'

:P

So im sitting here watching the George Strait thing on tv. I have come to the conclusion that Taylor Swift is Gorgeous. I am soooo jealous of pretty much all the famous people. They are all soooooooo pretty. aghhh. anyways.... I got 2 root canals done yesterday. my mouth has been sooooooo sore the past 2 days. its ridiculous. I also have come to the conclusion that country music isnt that bad. I man I have always tolersted it, but it actually is really good. I dont get why people ususally hate it. anyways this is a really short one I dont really feel like writing stuff anymore.

Peace. Love. Jonas:)

'You're on the phone

With your girlfriend

She's upset

She's going off about

Something that you said

She doesn't get your humor

Like I do

I'm in my room

It's a typical tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music

She doesn't like

She'll never know your story

Like I do

But she wears short skirts

I wear t-shirts

She's cheer captain

And i'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That i'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

You belong with me.Walking the streets

With you and your worn out jeans

I can't help thinking

This is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench

Thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile

That could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in awhile

Since she brought you down

You say you're fine

I know you better than that

Hey whatchu doing

With a girl like that

She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She's cheer captain

I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That i'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

Standing by and

Waiting at your backdoor

All this time

How could you not know

BabyYou belong with meYou belong with me.

[Instrumental]Oh, I rememberYou driving to my house

In the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh

When you know you're about to cry

And I know your favorite songs

And you tell me about your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

Can't you see

That i'm the one

Who understands

Been here all along

So why can't you see?

You belong with me.

Have you ever thought

Just maybeYou belong with me"

-Taylor Swift 'You Belong With Me'

:)

So lately my parents have been drinking... a lot. which sometimes leads to fighting. but anyways. They will have a drink practically every night. It honestly is getting so annoying. They act so different when they have alcohol in their systems. This is why I have a purity ring. I pledge to myself and God that I will stay abstinent til marriage and I won't drink or do drugs. My sister in law says that this is probaly what I say now, but I really would lke to hold onto this. I really don't like it when people drink around me. I mean I hang around a ton of adults because I guess I am mature for my age, but yet im not. idk I have my moments. lol. ok anyways back to the story. Im used to all the drinking, but it is getting too out of hand. I usually go upstairs and go into a different world, my world where nothing is wrong and I have nothing to worry about. But then I always some how get yelled at or disturbed, and then my world is gone. My parents have been saying I spend way too much time in my room doing nothing, well that is probaly because I just dont really want to be around them. Or im bored and feel like getting away. Here are some of the things I do. Blast music(perferably favorite band Jonas Brothers), read a book, read stuff online, or whatever I feel like doing at the time. So yeah my favorite band is the Jonas Brothers. and if anyone reads this and starts laughing or something then I dont care. They are amazing boys(even though I don't know them personally but I wish I did). They too have purity rings. They write amazing music which helps me a ton, you dont even know. It is just a plus that they are good looking. lol. lately though I have been getting teased even by like my own family! ugh. I already get enough from other people I dont need it from them also. anyways. and honestly you shouldn't judge them because of what they where. I honestly think guys in skinny jeans are hot. ;)anyways. So they are coming to town for their world tour so I asked my dad if I could get tickets and he is working on it, but the other day he said he is having trouble getting them. which definately SUCKS. It is honestly amazing what these boys do. They can bring together friends from completely different states(even though I have no friends who like them I still think its cool) They just do amazing stuff there is too many to name:) Okay enough about them I could probaly go days talking about them. lol. sigh. they are adorable. :) Well Im off now. See Ya:)

"We don’t have time left to regret, Hold on

It will take more than common sense, Hold on

So stop your wondering, take a stand, Hold on

Cause there’s more to life than just to live, Hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud

It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on

Hold on, hold on

One single smile, a helping hand, Hold on

It’s not that hard to be a friend, Hold on

So don’t give up, stand ‘til the end, Hold on

Cause there’s more to life than just to live, Hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud

It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on

Hold on, hold on

When you love someone, and they break your heart

Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart

Just hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on

When it falls apart, and you’re feeling lost

all your hope is gone, don’t forget to

Hold on Hold on"- Jonas Brothers 'Hold On'

♥

Sometimes life just doesn't go the way you want it to. Yesterday was my last day of my freshman year of High School. So many things happened this year. I had my first boyfriend (who I don;t really count him as a BF... Long story) I lost a best friend. Gained a best friend. Went through a ton of unwanted drama. but thats for a different blog. My parents have started fighting even more this year. and I am getting so sick of it. Sometimes I really just want to get away from it all and have a different life. But lately I have been really wanting to live up my dream of becoming famous. but thats not happening. cause everyone seems to be famous. anyways I really wish that I could have done more with my year. But whatever. It is done now. and quite frankly I am happy that it is. What really sucks is because I am so shy around people, I barely have any friends. I mean I have probaly one really good friend that goes to my school but next year I am going to a different school so I won't see her. But what is good is that my BEST friend Chelsi is moving up here in 2 weeks. I am so glad about that. We have been friends since we were 3. We are 2 completely different people. But yet we still get along great. I don't know what I would do without her. She has been there for me pretty much through everything even if we live in different states. Im so glad for the people who have been there for me when I need it, even if they don't know it. anyways im off now. my dads laptop is about to die:( good night:)