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So lately my parents have been drinking... a lot. which sometimes leads to fighting. but anyways. They will have a drink practically every night. It honestly is getting so annoying. They act so different when they have alcohol in their systems. This is why I have a purity ring. I pledge to myself and God that I will stay abstinent til marriage and I won't drink or do drugs. My sister in law says that this is probaly what I say now, but I really would lke to hold onto this. I really don't like it when people drink around me. I mean I hang around a ton of adults because I guess I am mature for my age, but yet im not. idk I have my moments. lol. ok anyways back to the story. Im used to all the drinking, but it is getting too out of hand. I usually go upstairs and go into a different world, my world where nothing is wrong and I have nothing to worry about. But then I always some how get yelled at or disturbed, and then my world is gone. My parents have been saying I spend way too much time in my room doing nothing, well that is probaly because I just dont really want to be around them. Or im bored and feel like getting away. Here are some of the things I do. Blast music(perferably favorite band Jonas Brothers), read a book, read stuff online, or whatever I feel like doing at the time. So yeah my favorite band is the Jonas Brothers. and if anyone reads this and starts laughing or something then I dont care. They are amazing boys(even though I don't know them personally but I wish I did). They too have purity rings. They write amazing music which helps me a ton, you dont even know. It is just a plus that they are good looking. lol. lately though I have been getting teased even by like my own family! ugh. I already get enough from other people I dont need it from them also. anyways. and honestly you shouldn't judge them because of what they where. I honestly think guys in skinny jeans are hot. ;)anyways. So they are coming to town for their world tour so I asked my dad if I could get tickets and he is working on it, but the other day he said he is having trouble getting them. which definately SUCKS. It is honestly amazing what these boys do. They can bring together friends from completely different states(even though I have no friends who like them I still think its cool) They just do amazing stuff there is too many to name:) Okay enough about them I could probaly go days talking about them. lol. sigh. they are adorable. :) Well Im off now. See Ya:)

"We don’t have time left to regret, Hold on

It will take more than common sense, Hold on

So stop your wondering, take a stand, Hold on

Cause there’s more to life than just to live, Hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud

It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on

Hold on, hold on

One single smile, a helping hand, Hold on

It’s not that hard to be a friend, Hold on

So don’t give up, stand ‘til the end, Hold on

Cause there’s more to life than just to live, Hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud

It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on

Hold on, hold on

When you love someone, and they break your heart

Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart

Just hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on

When it falls apart, and you’re feeling lost

all your hope is gone, don’t forget to

Hold on Hold on"- Jonas Brothers 'Hold On'